Oh wow I haven't posted in a while..So I'll start by saying that I had an
INCREDIBLE weekend.Seriously it was awesome.
I went over to Charlie's house.
But first we went to his cousin's place for Dan's 18th birthday.
His uncle simon looks like Ned Flanders and I had to bite my lip to stop myself laughing when I saw him.
So we tried to start a BBQ in the rain... Which worked in the end but by then the rain had kinda stopped.
Had a few beers. And hamburgers and such.
But one thing that hugely made my day was Dan's sister, Charlie's cousinette.
Alison.
She's a few months youger than me.
She's a nice girl and she's kinda hot.
Yet kinda cute at the same time.
I took a look at the soundtrack playing off her laptop and I find AFI, Taking Back Sunday, MCR, Aiden, Lost Prophets and all!
I guess she was a bit of an 'emo', though I cringe as I use that term.
I just don't know how else to describe her.
it was my first time meeting her so, like I always do, I keep quiet for the first few moments.
But by the end we're talking and laughing and I even get a hug when I leave.
Now I'm not sure what I felt but all I know is that when I got back to Charlie's I couldn't stop thinking about her.
So I downed a few shots of Bailey's (which is sooo nice) to try forget about her but it didn't work.
So I go to sleep but next morning I wake up and I'm still thinking about her.
I need to forget about her soon.
There's a kind of sadness in me now because I know I'm not going to see her for a while.
This isn't helped by my knowledge that I'll be leaving this place in about over a year from now.
Gee I don't know what I'm thinking.
I found myself doodling her name on my notes in history.
Haha seriously I was kinda subconciously drawing all over my notes and I wake up and look down at them and what the hell have I been doing... Haha.
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Damn it what the hell am I doing