"Boo," said the Roo.

Roo

Who am I?: Andrew Goh
Also known as...: In order of usage, Andyrooroo, Andy, Andyroo, Anne.
When did I get here?: 26 September 1991
My boring school?: St. Mary's International School For The Horribly Wicked And Devilish. (The last 6 words were made up)
My age?: 16 going on 17

Hey I'm Andrew, your average feather-in-his-cap, spring-in-his-step, sneaker-wearing, tongue-twisting, ecstacy-inducing, mind-bending, never-ending, trend-setting, floppy-fringed whatsisname. Lovable at first sight if you see me in the right light. Always willing to give second chances. And a third if you ask nicely enough. Hopelessly romantic and tragically retarded. Such a combination yields unpredictable results. Initially shy, softspoken and quiet. Unabashed, witty and loud after the ice has broken. Proud ympacter, God-seeker, salvation-finder, redemption-searcher. I'm not a WANNABE, I'm a GONNABE. Optimist with a pessimistic edge, like a lollipop coated with glass. Always strive to be perfect, very seldom am. Dreams enough to grow a pair of wings. Realistic enough to tear them up. Swings his moods like a monkey on a rope, but you seldom see the emotions fly. No tears in my eyes don't mean I'm not crying, no red in my eyes don't mean I ain't mad, no smile on my face don't mean I'm not happy, no frown on my brow don't mean I'm not thinking. Music is my drug and art my choice of poison. Performs well under pressure, but won't break under the peer kind. Don't offer me your cash or flash me a badge, your friendship's good enough for me. Break my trust, watch the sparks fly. Not without forgiveness, but definitely human. Instantaneously horrific, gradually unbearable. Wait for the sky to clear up. It'll happen. Self-testimony doesn't bring out the best in anyone, especially me. See other's for THEIR impression.
Toodles.

PLEASE DON'T:
Ask me too many questions.
Try to draw out my personal thoughts. Unless invited.
NEVER try to tell me who or what I am. How the hell would you know better than me?
NEVER EVER insult my religion. Please. It's just something you don't do.
NEVER EVER insult my family. People HAVE gotten hurt for making that mistake.
No racism. It tears this world apart and it hurts people.
Ok can everyone please keep any 'emo' comments to themselves. It's not that I care that I'm being labelled as one but gosh I've heard it so many times and frankly, it's getting quite tiresome
Call me Paul Twohill and I break your face. Grr.

Monday, May 05, 2008

Yeah I know I said hiatus and what not, but I felt like typing this out. I express myself better on paper than in verbal speech, so I thought I'd just put some thoughts down. Remember that feeling I was talking about? The one where I feel like I'm being laughed at and mocked all the time? Well I'm glad to say that it's lessened, but it's definitely still present. And it's making me really self concious. Is i the way I walk? Is it my hair? Is it what I say? Is it how shy I am? Is it how quiet I am? Is it cause of my accent? I keep thinking these things throughout the entire schoolday and hen I finally come home, I'm so drained. I'm so tired. I just want to curl up and fall alseep. But school won't let me. I have homework. I've got a chem assignment. I've got an art project. I've got an econ paper. I'm getting so tired of it all that I've become really anti social at times. Especially in the morning. I have no idea what's come over me but I just refuse to speak to anyone. Not a word until 8.30. 2 hours of complete anti social silence. Without fail. Every morning. I need some rejuvination.

Also I'm missing everyone back home ALOT right now. Sure, I got friends here. But I miss my close friends. The friends that can stay with me for life. It's so frustrating. I have to make friends that I'm gonna part ways with in 2 years time. It sucks. Especially considering how long it takes for me to actually make friends. Once I feel comfortable, we gotta go again. It hurts. It's painful. I just wanna go home. Back with people who I can really stick with. The people I dearly love. Which is anyone who's reading this. (Since I know you're gonna be reading this and you're not in the most cheery mood, I'll say specifically that you're one of those people, N. I love you ALOT). I think that when I get back from summer break, it's gonna be worse. I'm gonna have withdrawal symptoms and whatnot. I'm always like that whenever I return from a home visit back to Japan or england or wherever. I cry some of the times. Cause I know I gotta go back to all the taunting, the superficial friends and all that hubbub. I gotta go back to missing everyone. And those feelings are all amplified by a factor of about a gazillion.

Haha I didn't intend for this to be a depressing post but looks like my fingers had minds of their own. Maybe something to lighten the mood?

Some Things You Should Know About Me:
1) Don't mistake my quietness for arrogance or store-bought rockstar aloofness. It's just teenage awkwardness coupled with an already shy personality.

2) BEN N JERRY'S COOKIE DOUGH ICE CREAM ROCKS MY WORLD.

3) I used to have this alter ego/ imaginary friend called Jack. The amusing thing is, he existed until I was 13 XD. He was like this guy I blamed all of my flaws on.

4) I AM NOT GAY. (i hope not anyway)

5) I'm a lopsided Harry Potter. I've got a scare that runs horizontally across my forehead XD

6) I AM NOT GAY

7) I AM a geek though.

8) I love you more than I can say.

Signed with a flourish 6:43 AM

Dear dear dearest viewers, before you read any further, I just thought I'd point out a few rules that I hope you'll follow while going through this lil' blog of mine. You wanna listen closely now, some of these rules, when broken, are punishable by death.
Haha just kidding
Anyway here are the rules, actually let's just call 'em guidelines. Rules sound too strict for this space. So here are your GUIDLELINES:
1) Numero uno - Please do respect whatever I've written here. Whatever I post on this blog has a reason behind it and does actually mean something to me. So I just ask that you show a little respect.
2) Mind your manners please! This really actually applies to your LIFE as well. Be polite :)
3) Leading on from point 2, I do not tolerate any forms of discrimination; be it racial, sexual, whatever it is. It is definitely NOT appreciated here. Take it somewhere else.
4) Maturity is a MUST. Please keep all comments mature! Name-calling goes under 'immature' so if you were planning on doing that, please change your mind right now.
5) In the same way that prejudice and discrimination are absolute no-no's. I have a zero-tolerance policy regarding insults directed towards my friends, family and religion. Please do refrain from making offensive remarks about those subjects.
6) SH! It would be nice if you didn't spread whatever I've posted on here hahaha ;D
That aside, enjoy this blog, no matter how frequently, or rather INfrequently I update it. (I am known to go on unannounced 'breaks') Take care, God bless :)

Yours, ever so sincerely, Andyrooroo

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